forgetful me…

I am a really forgetful person lately, perhaps my mind is too occupied already. I feel guilty for forgetting my good friend’s birthday, too think she even called me from Japan on my birthday. Sigh… I will treat her to a nice dinner next week whahahaha

Upcoming new stocks photoshoot will be done at my elder sister’s new flat,  something new isn’t it. hee.. Michael (my photographer) will be away for business trip, so this time round Frances managed to help me to ask her friend to help me. Yay! I am looking forward to it   I hope baobei vic is feeling better after her recent car accident…. 

sick ~~~

Took MC on Tuesday, i was so sick that i had diffculty in breathing, chest pains and stomach full of gas. Doctor said i got stomach acid =.= Ever since i started work, i had taken 7 days of MC over the past 6 months, aiyo, my health is getting worse and worse :( I need to go on a holiday so badly.
I think i need to watch my diet (less meat more vege) and exercise more, sigh

Attended a colleague wedding at singapore flyer on Sunday, quite a unique place to hold a wedding.

This picture abit small cause i used self timer on the camera haha

Went to accompany Gerine for her gown fitting session at French Bridal at Tanjong pagar. There are many bridal shops along the stretch of road. It is so fun choosing and trying many gowns(she not me), i can’t wait to try mine on September =p =p
Dear came and fetch me in the evening and went to watch movie at Marina Square.

Been very busy at work recently with major projects on hand, luckily weekend is coming and i am going to have a good rest!

Busy Busy

My dad was admitted to hospital due to heart pain, went through a series of tests and the result shows that he has minor congested vein at the heart. Lucikly there’s no need to do any surgery as his is minor congestion, but he still need to watch his diet and do more exercises.

Went to attend a wedding last saturday, waaa, this year ALOT of people getting married. In march, i am going to attend a colleague’s wedding, later part of the year will attend 2 of my besties’ weddings. Will be jiemei for both wedding, heehee should be fun and tiring, looking forward to it!!! =p

Hai, i think i will have no more jiemei’s by then when it is my turn since i am the last to get married.

“Tai Tai” for 3 mths~~~

I’m so happy because we just rented a car (Mitsubishi Colt)  for 3 mths! It is a lobang by dear’s friend, the monthly rental is very cheap, of course with no hesitation we rented the car.  =)

However we really need to cut down on our expenses for these 3 mths, no more eating in resturant, no more shopping, cut down on movies etc.
SOooo excited that i no need to take train so often anymore, sick of the crowds, pushing in the train.

Alot of people said i have gained weight, so demoralised.   Looking at my past neocards taken with Dear 4 years ago, i realised i am really really thin last time.

Last week, I have started to go on diet, jogging and skipping, hope i can slim down asap
But recently, i experienced alot of burping the whole day, seemed like there’s alot of gas in my stomach! Don’t know whats wrong with me, going to see doctor later.

Just received my punggol pictures from Michael. His photography skill is good! Love the pictures!

I like the lalang field and pier scenery, so peaceful haha.

I took leave on Friday, didn’t go out over the weekends as dear is busying mugging for his exams.
Sigh, after his last paper yesterday, today he went back camp for his reservice for 2 weeks. I don’t know whether he can book out on Christmas eve or not, if he can’t i will be spening Christmas eve alone at home =(

I better edit finish all the photos and upload the new stocks by this week since I will not be meeting him much. =(

I Hate his friends.

After quarreling yesterday over his 3 hour la kopi session with his friends, today he did it again.

I usually stays over his place in the weekend. His friends always have the habit of asking him out for la kopi session at night. I don’t want to tag along because i will fall asleep listening to their conversation. He went out yesterday and left me alone at home for 3 hours until 1am plus then came home. I am angry because he was gone for so long. He apologised and said because he hadn’t seen one friend for a long time and got carried away. Ok fine. This is not the first time already.

Today, one friend called suddenly and asked for his help in computer, he agreed to go to his house to help him fix. I am angry because he got alot of assignments to do, and instead of doing he went out to help his friend. He also don’t care whether i am bored at his house or not.
Is it that hard to say no?! !!

I hate to be alone and doing nothing in his house, so unfair that he can go out and meet his friends, where i dont have the chance to do that. His friends all stayed in Yishun, whereas mine are scattered in different parts of Singapore.

Alot of my friends said my bf is a nice guy, yes he is good to me, but he treats his friends even nicer. I don’t know even whether if i am his priority or his friends.

Our relationship is coming to 7.5 years, i don’t know if i can tolerate this nonsense again and again, there’s a limit to one’s tolerance. Maybe we are together for so long and he has taken me for granted.

I hate myself for always tolerating him instead of going home and spend time with my family. Perhaps from now onwards, i will go home in the weekends.